Taking a step in the right direction.
I’ve been taking the past few months to attempt to get myself in a better place. Some people in my life have been more understanding and supportive then others. It’s been a bit distracting and upsetting. But anywho, I’ve been working my butt off looking into options for my future. I have 2 meetings next Tuesday with Marymount Manhattan and St. Francis in Brooklyn. I’m really really really nervous. I honestly think I’m going to puke. I’m staying at Ryan and Trents apartment the night before since my first meeting starts at 10:30. I know I’ll freak out if I commute that morning, not to mention it would take me a million years. I’m going to bribe them with food to come with me, I don’t want to ride the subway alone. I’ll just end up getting lost, even though I know its easy and can do it myself. I think the food thing will work though. Marymounts meeting is instant admission, that is if they like me and think I’m a good fit for the school. If I don’t get in I think I’m going to be bummed out pretty hard and my St. Francis meeting is shortly after at 3pm. That meeting I just hand in my transcripts etc. and they call me in a few days. I hate waiting.
