January 2009
58 posts
Note to self
Last night at dinner the waitress in the sushi place asked me if I was pregnant. I was beyond and I mean beyond shocked! I weight 110 pounds there is no way in hell you fucking think I am pregnant. I think I just stared at her and then laughed. I couldn’t believe my ears.
COACHELLA
Someone come fly out and go to Coachella with me. Sick fucking amazing line up. You’re the worlds biggest and I mean as gigantic as possible douche bag if you pass this chance up.
“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to...”
– Jack Kerouac
I really miss my hair. I wish it was long again. I think I’m going to grow it out. But this time really really really long, to past my boobs.
Faust - Glassjaw
Its off of the 516: A Long...
The Ballad of Sal Vilanueva
Where ever it is I end up living come August better have a yoga studio. I really have never felt better waking up and going to yoga in the morning. I don’t think this is something I can stop doing. My Friday class is such an excellent way to bring on the weekend, stretched and refreshed! I think I’m going to start taking a second class on Wednesdays with Connie ( Christian and Ryans...
9:56 p.m.
havent-got-a-prayer:
Sometimes I wonder if I made the right choices. One minute, something can seem so black and white; the next minute, it’s murky and unclear. These are the questions that tear at my mind. It isn’t just regret, but the thought that maybe I have no reason to regret. It’s the moment of uncertainty that lies between knowing and not knowing. It’s a cloud that would swallow you...
White devil.
You taught me how to be a strong person who can take on any challenge and over come it. You are one of my best friends and no matter where in the world you or I are, whether we can talk or not…. You have impacted my life in so many ways and definitely helped shape me into the person I am now. I know that our friendship will always stand true through hell and high waters.
WATCH OUT!
One summer last fall.
I need to start bringing my camera everywhere with me! Otherwise there was absolutly no point in me owning it right? I really do love it. I just think I take awful pictures…. maybe my settings are wrong? Maybe someone could help me? I have a Nikon D60. Advice is more then welcomed!!!!
Feel free to hit me up on Ichat or aim or whatever it is you use. I might not be there but I will get back...
I'm a loner Dottie, a rebel.
This morning I drove to work pulled into the driveway and put one foot out onto what I thought was the ground from my car. In reality it was really one huge sheet of ice so when I actually stepped down I fell out of my car and looked like a total tard laying on the ground in the ice and snow. There was deffinantly a few fucks yelled while I was laying there and flying out of my car. I’m sure...
Holding someone's hair back.
I got out of class a little early today. There are only 6 people in my class, which is Visual Merchandising by the way. It was alright, the teacher seems nice. Maybe a little out there but cool. So I bounced out and met up with Michael ( formally known as pacemaker I am calling him Michael now) and we got Cold Stone. I of course got chocolate ice cream with marshmallows and peanut butter ( best...
Last chance to lose your keys.
I spent the whole entire day studying and working on my essays. And now I want to take a nap. I don’t know if I will have enough time, I better. Ugh and my stupid tattoo is randomly itchy and of course I scratched the living hell out of it because I forgot it was there. Maybe it wasn’t the exact tattooed spot but if not then its close. My bad. I could care less anyway I was itchy!
And...
Cosmopolitan Bloodloss
I’m not going to work today. I have way to many (3) essays to write, and if i really want to get out of here then I have just get them done and sent out. And I need to make some flash cards and stuff for my nutrition class. Lots of terms and I can tell this is a flash card sort of class.
Speaking of class…. I actually really enjoyed it. I’m pretty stoked, my teacher seemed like...
“When you’re sad, you need to hear your sorrow structured into sound.”
– (via lifeincolor)
Seven Years by Saosin….This song has been...
Hello shitty.
Little Pizzas… ( not so shitty)
You will need :
English muffins
Can or Jar of tomato sauce
Mozzerala cheese
First slice open English muffins and toast. When finished toasting put them on a tray covered in tin foil. Now spread sauce evenly on muffins and add cheese to your liking and spices if you wish. Then place them in a toaster oven or regular oven on broil until cheese gets...
Don't call me Peanut.
Boys are such liars. At least they are here, or maybe its just the ones I seem to come across. And not for nothing but if your going to be a liar, why lie about stupid things like your age or leave out some details of a story? Be honest. People seriously always think that I am never going to find out the full story or any of the story. News flash douche bag, I always do, and sometimes I...
“The irony of commitment is that it’s deeply liberating - in work, in play,...”
– My starbucks cup.
Take our cars now!
So today I made a really huge decision in my life. I’ve decided to take a chance and go away to school and just get away from here. I applied to a bunch of places. Nothing crazy far, mostly in the city or Brooklyn. I applied to Buffalo State and University too. I want to stay in NY but just not on the island. I think this will be the escape I’m looking for. It was surprisingly sort of...
And on another note, I saw The Killers tonight at Madison Square Garden. Musically they were amazing. However visually, they were so boring. They all just stood there and did absolutly nothing.
Creep.
Why is it always so hard for people to get the god damn story straight. Seriously. Everyone (or a good majority of people) on this island are such idiots. Im so sick of people not being honest and upfront about there actions. Everyone is always so quick to blame there actions and problems on other people or things. Fucking step up to the plate and be real. Your not going to get anywhere in life...
This was one of my favorite songs when I was like...
Sharks and Danger.
Diesel just puked in my bed. I have no sheets besides the ones that were on my bed, so yeah. Clearly not sleeping in those tonight since they are in the wash. What a welcome home. Thanks a lot Diesel.
Cold as ice.
Its been a very interesting morning so far. Janine and I were woken up by drunk people of course! And we had to wake up at 7:35 to take Janines car to the shop to have her mirror reattached which was either ripped off or hit off by the insane “parking lot” behing her house, which is really just a cement area in which everyone double and triple parks so no one can get in and no one...
